camp

this past day or two i was lead to take on a nursing (i think thats what i would be called) or a "taker carer" for bean. be cause she has muscular distofy its hard for her to do things if you are not knowing while reading. so yeah i am going to go to camp with her in june i am soo sighted. i have always wanted to do something in that area.
i am to spend one nith a week (or more) to get me ready to go with her. so i will be trained in on all of what she needs to do when we go. like for instance...
nebs
vest
stander
meds
bed time tubes and breather
stuff like that so it is a lot to take in but ithink it will be a good thing and then when i get it down i would be a potentail baby sitter or what ever if they would want a night off from all of that! and i get to spend time with bean! (and the family) and an excuse to go over and just hang away from the chaos at my house♥
God has really blessed me. and i thank him for giving me this chance to expierence something like this.

assessment

i went to my 3rd assement this morning and you know what i came out of there with a smile on my face though i really hate with passion sharing my life sstory to everyone. but i am glad to say that i now am on some crazy persons drug and hopefully it will work now. i am suposed to get something at walmart too to help with anxiety. i am happy and excited to add that at my past assessment i was scored to have a reading level of a college student, and i have NEVER had anyone say that to me it was very reasurring. and keeping a positve note the person there (or dr. k) said that working out is great! yes yes yes!!! love working out so i guess thats a good thing. though i am kinda bummed out with my body right now i don't think i am ment to have a small figure as of right now because i have been doing alot to loose something! well i guess eating healthy would come in hand too and i am not doing that at this time so i will try that this week :)

significant!

:) i am so excited to in clued that i am now a god mother!!!! whoot whoot... well its something that is really big i mean Really big for the homme family. Andrew is now my godchild. there gift is giving gifts and everything that they give is unique. so for them to ask me to be a godparent of one of there kids is really huge. i was overtaken when they asked me to. i didn't know what to say, other than just smile.
being a godparent means that you must pray for the godchild. and just be there for them as they grow up. i am so excited to.

trolhaugen

so i am going to trolhaugen today with jake and i am kinda nervus because iwent snowboarding yesterday and i am kinda sore. everythign is sore. itsalso kinda chilly outside so we will see how long i last out there today. iknow this is short but i am at church and have to start checkin.